green, and what not.

::twist:: / Thursday, June 08, 2006

It's just weird. haven't blog for a long time and fingers are twitchy and jumping. backspace over and over again. wondering when that would stop (hey, i pressed that yucky backspace button like say, 300 times for this few sentences??!!!)

now this is queer. there's two feelings inside me. one more tangible than the other. weird. yes, the italic ones. oh noo....not that stone feeling again. it's so free somehow. too free to be true, that everything let's go by itself and you just walk the road. lost and blind. blind. but somehow, you don't know where to go. it's, walking by darkness. bittersweet. no, not stone again.

well, i seem homesick. homesick?! weeellll, for america, i guess. and i've only been there for A WEEK. god, this is really really really really odd. i mean, yeah i guess i am very very used to their system over there within just one week. stone. well, everything's kindduf different over there. but those yucky things like the cafeteria food (wonder how university students survive thru their uni lives. ack!) are being missed by me. MISSED by ME??? that's why i call it unbelievable. no way can i miss the disgusting, oily, bland and salty (sorry, clash of ideas) food. but somehow, i kindduf want to experience it again.

OMG?! what am i toking about. it's nonsensical....more to come in the next post.

+what's up in america
+how i lived
+feelings
+fun
+more feelings (they were all around ALL the time)
+awards ceremony
+secrets (lips sealed)
+sigh....more families
+home

i seriously wonder, how i am going to finish posting all the stuff above.

POSTED ON: 3.30pm singapore time..............1.30am usa time -*******sleepy********-

/ihopped at
12:23 AM

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